Saturday, January 1, 2011

New Year Resolution(s)

Well we all know I forget my resolutions from the year before, so I decided to actually put it in writing…well typing. As I sit here I think I can only think of a couple good ones I’d like to honestly stick with.

1) Being Comfortable Being Uncomfortable
It’s an honest saying when you’re in the Athletic Training Program and something I noticed I struggle with. I’m a shy kid at heart and that’s been since I was little, but as I progress through life and now having been embarking on this journey towards my career…I noticed I’m not very good with making myself Uncomfortable. Sooo, 2011, in terms of the Athletic Training Program…lets become Comfortable being Uncomfortable. Meaning, get out of that comfort zone, don’t be afraid to step up, say something stupid, and do something wrong. Because if I continue to go along as I go, I won’t grow as an Athletic Training Student nearly as much as others. So Shayne…step it up!!

2) Love me for Me!
I’ve found that I’ve been that girl who never takes the time to actually try and love herself for me. This year…ok now last year I’ve gotten to know a girl who has soo much self-confidence, self-esteem in herself that it’s becoming contagious. She lives life for simply being able to live. She’s goal oriented, smart, and someone I’ve come to idolize. So I’m going to try and make that adjustment. I’m going to love me for me first, and who knows…maybe with that…I’ll stumble upon someone special to love as well. Aww..sappy little romantic I am. But lets remember that finding someone special is NOT the main goal here. Loving me for me also means taking care of my body as well…let that be known!

I sometimes find that resolutions are selfish, but I guess that’s what you’re supposed to do…be selfish to resolve what you could not the year before. So yes…I’m making 2011 a little selfish, hopefully it’ll be a great year where I discover someone hidden behind these walls I’ve created to be comfortable. It’s time to do some Shayne modifications. I plan on loving life, loving me, and being uncomfortable….comfortably haha.

Might I add…it’d be nice to travel more, expand my horizons ;) haha…all that fun stuff too! But again…not the main goals here.

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