Life's Unexpectancies and Expectancies

So today it kind of hit me, of how fast life goes. I know, I'm only 22 going on 23 soon, and I feel like life has just blown by! In two years, I'll be graduating and hopefully going somewhere for Grad School. Then 2-3 more years and i'm out in the world as a big kid! So what will change? I have no idea! A lot of my friends are so willing to simply up and leave for some big city. But me...i'm a little more timid towards that. Maybe that's just who I am. I want to go on and explore and move somewhere that's not here. But at the same time, I don't want to be far from my family because i'm so close to them. It's funny how things work! And how fast they do! I suppose that time will tell. I just have to remember and keep an open mind to everything. Try not to be afraid of new experiences, because I am only given one life, and I do truly want to make it the best it can possibly be! Is it weird that i'm listening to Pandora and then Kelly Clarkson's song "Breakaway" comes on haha. Maybe this is a sign that i'll be just fine :) I sure hope so! It's what to be expected...to grow up and experience things. I guess I do love being a "kid."

As of late, I do in fact enjoy life's unexpecatancies as well. :D Just thought I'd write this little shibby of a post to get it off my mind!

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Lets see...an update since the last?? I suppose so! Well last week we got out official certificates of getting into the ATEP!!! YAY! It also came with our information packet full of dates and things to know. One of the things that stuck out to me was the fitness part. We're expected or at least should be able to carry 50lbs. for about 100yards haha. Ok...now I've never tried, but I'm pretty sure I will struggle with this part...I'm not gonna lie!! I have tiny chicken arms haha. SOOOOO after I read that...I said, "well that's great motivation to get back into shape" since I have been wanting to. I do do karate, but it's only once a week because we're renting the place out. I was doing P90x...but of course I've been fluctuating with that. So I pigged out this weekend, and I'm trying to mentally prepare for the task at hand. To get fit, and put on muscle...not manly muscles...or body building muslces...but enough so that I can lug 50lbs for 100yds without struggling as much as I would now! Which also reminds me that I need to do my physical. So much to do!

Hmmm...and asides from that...it's been the same ol' same ol'. School and trying to get things done! It's crazy, but this semester is only 2 and a half weeks!!! EEK! It seriously went by SO FAST! I think I always say this, but I remember the first day of every class! It's crazy to think that it's already almost over and Summer is fast approaching!! I'm shooting for a 4.0 this semester, lets hope I can pull it off!! So far it's looking good.

Speaking of Summer....at the end of June my Mom and I will be heading for good ol' ESPANA!!! We'll be traveling Spain for 10 days, and then it's off to Italy for a week! So big things are happening, and I'm sure I will be homesick towards the end of the trip. It's probably a guaranteed thing. I don't remember when we're coming back...I was hoping we'd be back by the time of the FC Gold Pride/Sky Blue FC game, but i'm not quite sure. I should check on that...I'm thinking I won't. Darn! Anyways...I've been sitting here watching Golden Girls haha...oh loverly. Now...I'm off to be more productive. Or so I hope! So here's to getting back into shape and looking forward to hopefully some good things to come! Until Next Time!