Sunday, November 7, 2010

Everyday I Question

Everyday I question the decisions I make, and why I made them. Being where I'm at now in life, being where I'm now in general, the question always pops in my mind. So many things in my life I have succumb to, and yet why? It's a question within a question. It's the question within myself. Why this? Because of this...Why that? I have always wondered whether or not that path I am on, is the right path. But if everything happens for a reason, then this is where and what I'm supposed to be doing. I'm set on this journey within a journey. This journey of life and it's many little road trips that I encounter. I am currently traveling a road that I'm unsure of where it will lead. However, it's a road that I thought I wanted to travel. Hopefully in the end, it'll be worth it. Right? I hope so. Although I do not know where I will end up in the end, I must trust in today, tomorrow, and the present. Trust that I know what I'm doing, and with hard work I can do what I'm setting out to do. I am fearful everyday that this passion that I've built will fade and I will be left stranded within a never ending sea. I am fearful of regret, and fearful of doing something wrong. But this is the path I've chosen, what comes now, is what is meant to come.